..I shouldnt have come back

Seriously..I just started LIKING SL again...becoming more active, making a comeback.

I made a decision. I thought it would be best for everyone. I felt uneeded, unwanted..so I left my makeshift family without a scene, without a fuss.

Was that stupid.


The onslaught of "fuck you" messages I received offline wernt bad. I could handle those. IT was what came later. The guilt tripping. The pure and utter guilt tripping that made me hate myself to the very core.

So now what? I dont want to be on SL...again...and on top of that I gained a fever of 101 today...so I might have to take it easy.