Still alive.. barely

Hookay. There are only two people who bother reading this, but that is all that matters.

As mentioned before..the stress had given me the flu, which later turned into hardcore full blown sickness. I spent most of the end of June sick and in the hospital. I returned home July 1st and spent the rest of the time in bed. Now that I am getting better..and soon able to return to work, I think I shall return to SL...maybe.

For obvious reasons I still want to avoid it. I want to stay clear of it. SL was a major reason I got sick...stress makes my condition worse. SL isnt worth putting my life in danger.. and even though its my fault for sticking it out this long with this issue -- now Im just terrified of being on it.

Though every fiber of me wants to sign on..tell my friends Im okay. Im doing well..Im not kicking the bucket just yet. Marcal already knows..but now I m lettig others know.

I will...slowly..ease back on SL. ...maybe

- Yu