Break Your Heart

Now I may not be the worst or the best
But you gotta respect my honesty
And I may break your heart
But I don't really think there's anybody as bomb as me
So you can take this chance, in the end
Everybody's gonna be wondering how you deal
You might say this is Ludacris
But Taio Cruz tell her how you feel


Now listen to me baby
Before I love and leave you
They call me heart breaker
I don't wanna deceive you

If you fall for me
I'm not easy to please
I might tear you apart
Told you from the start, baby from the start

I'm only gonna break break your, break break your heart
Whoa, whoa

There's no point trying to hide it
No point trying to evade it
I know I got a problem
Problem with misbehaving

If you fall for me
I'm not easy to please
I might tear you apart
Told you from the start, baby from the start

I'm only gonna break break your, break break your heart


That's all I'm gonna do woman
Listen now, I'm only gonna break your heart
And shatter and splatter it all into little bitty pieces
Whether or not you get it all together
Then its finder's keepers and losers weepers
See I'm not trying to lead you on
No I'm only trying to keep it real
You might say this is Ludacris
But Taio Cruz tell her how you feel


and I know karma's gonna get me back for being so cold
Like a big bad wolf I'm born to be bad and bad to the bone
If you fall for me I'm only gonna tear you apart
Told ya from the start

I'm only gonna break break your, break break your heart
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa

Drifting..

The Birthday was uneventful. Truth was, besides two people everyone else forgot. Not that I seem to mind, I was too tired from unpacking and this evaluation program that I wasn't in the mood to do anything.

SL feels so alien to me now. I dont know if I have spent that much time away, but as of now I do not enjoy it. Maybe I need to take a longer break..

....*collapses* ....

Wedding Bells

So..

I got proposed to.

It was cute. He asked me to marry him.

------- 8:46 pm
you should marry me lol
god my stomach hurts lol
xLucifersRavenx 8:47 pm
lol
marry you?
-------8:47 pm
yes lol
be my lover lol
i so would lol
------- 8:48 pm
my head spinning
lol
xLucifersRavenx 8:48 pm
drunk?
---------8:49 pm
as an asshole hahahaaaa






Yeaaahh Cute til I realize hes drunk off his balls. *chuckles* I'm gonna wait to see if he even remembers tomorrow. Blackmail.

Isolation

I hate this time of year. So many exams, my head is about to explode. I won't be on SL for at
least a week. meanwhile..I am feeling myself becoming more and more isolated in both my SL and RL. Maybe I'm just tired and emo, or maybe I really am feeling as if my friends are all leaving me behind, graduating.,.while I am still stuck here.

I lost my main shifts at Wave..cause David didnt want to DJ that late anymore. When I come back, I need to pick up slack and find new ways to earn linden.

bleh..